Very weird feeling today.....

Today was very nerve racking.Ethan was unrelenting athena didnt sleep one minute till tonight.But had a local Wahm make my night....Hand delivered Athenas Christmas gift....that she custom made for her and its gorgeous! Dinos and Daisys....Thank You Jessica.Tommarow morning well be at a church for a toy charity giveaway for Ethan.Then gotta get pams bf a gift from her....and well see what happens tommarow but looks like ill be able to buy a tree 20$......if not i can get one after payday.And found out that me and patrick Qualify for hud...Wich well be looking for a place...in a nicer area..so probably with a wait list but...it will be worth it...Also talkedto one of patricks cousins today....And on another note my migraines are coming back...ick

Overwhelming and enlightened

My title says it all. Being evicted so going to live in mother in laws front room of her 1 bedroom until we can get back on our feet.....uufk. So im thinking in the front room of this little 1 bedroom apartment there will be two adults two small kids a large dog and 3 cats...how in the world is this going to work????Taking care of her financials and our trying to keep them separate.....but i found my addiction...cloth diapers! Made a trade on a diaper site....see how it works...got a cover that ill never use so i traded for a bunch of reusable wipes...not sure if ill be able to keep that up but they'll make good wash cloths for the kids!.But for the first time since we've been together..me and my husband that is well be on the path of having our OWN place.I need a full time job!!!!!I asked a friend...well friend in the making if she would sell one of her (husbands) cars.....its an older honda accord? they have 3 brand new vehicles and im really hoping shes able to talk him out of it because then i can not worry about transportation and get a full time job even if i have to commute!Took bodi to get neutered and his shots.My mind is on over drive as i type in my head is all the thing we need/want to get before we move over there like litter pans a kennel...for the kitties at night omg stress.But right now im focusing on Christmas for the kids...and bodi....hell be happy with his present around Christmas he got it a little early...lol

As an introductory post.

Im Jessie, im 21 and have two kids. Ethan who is 2 1/2 and Athena who is a Month and a half! I have a bunch going on in my life right now, If i had to name this period of my life it would be "enlightened and overwhelmed."I start back to my part time job on the 22nd, and not looking forward to it.The job is so repetitive and baseless...Im a grocery cashier.I recently put in for 98.5 Rock's 27 days of Christmas Wish list.We are being evicted, not our doing.No money to move...so unless some type of huge hand out or huge string of luck heads are way we will be staying in my mother in laws front room, of her 1 bedroom apartment.Not only us but are animals too! Bodi who is about 45 lbs..is Border Collie and Queensland heeler, and our 3 cats. I've found my addiction..Cloth Diapering! If you make cloth diapers or a product that goes with them ill follow you let me know!